Chasing Pavement - Adele

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong, I am right

Don't need to look no further,

This ain't lust

I know this is love

But, if I tell the world

I'll never say enough

Cos it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do

If I end up with you

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up

And fly around in circles
Watin' as my heart drops

And my back begins to tingle

Finally, could this be it

Or should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements

Should I just keep on chasin' pavements

Came across this song. sad song. wondering should she just chase pavement knowing it won't leave her anywhere she wanted to. it's a choice actually. to pursue the guy or just let it be.

came across this cover though. want a real singer go download yourself. Or Tell me. i'll try to give it through any mean as soon as i can.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RhYdQnZ_hw&feature=channel_page

p.s - muka die ad iras vanessa hudgens kan? tap sore die lag sdap.. hahaha.. ak anti high skul musical.. errrrr.... lalalalalalalalalalal..

Toiling The Toll Out Of Exam Which Is Just Around The Corner

Long title post huh? but it's the fact.Tomorrow is our final. WOOT! To recap, lots of things have happened. i don't even know where to start. From the recent scold for not following protocol enough, to the time for going through major hellish weeks for 2 workshops and one important assignment to finish AND not having enough time to take cats nap. one thing i say that everyone should agree on. We have gone through hell and back. HELL YEAH!!(wink*wink hai kyoX) sound repetitive but still i'm loving my "spears" semester. stop dom. no need to go further. ok. actually i just wasted ur time reading. kishishishi. Just want to wish everyone who came across this blog and incidentally having final exam for the semester well goodluck. cohort V after this hell relax. Cos we still have one last level of hell. Then it is seventh heaven. in the mean time have fun studying. ??? fun= study? the hell!!

Being Happy is Just Being Happy.

Sometimes, I wonder. Wait. i amazed myself. How could i look rather happy. I don't know. Maybe i never take things seriously. People could go and say u are this that and i would just smile and laugh with the matter. A LOT OF studies and researches have been done on this state of being happy. And they say that happy could make you younger, happy can make you thinner, happy can help other people. IDK but IMO i can help some of you guys live a large lifelessly life happily with that endorphine induced tranced whatchamacallit state.
1. To be happy you must throw away ur worries for a while. Go and do things that you would never thought of doing. me? I love all sorts of things. Now among my favourite things to do is catching up with whatever sorts of anime in the anime world. To do that you must have time on your own. If you like, what? i don't have time for what i want. I am buried under this assignments/works/books/paper or etc. How dare you asks me to set aside this things. Well get yourself an hour or two to pamper yourself. you'll be amazed.
2. To be happy you must have nescafe. ak jadi promoter nescafe plak... IDK try having somthing you long to indulge at. ice cream/spa/holidays/ anything that requires you to spend money. hehehehe. But to do this you must have company. Yes, company. Company is a must. no ambiguity here ok. Company as in friend. bring your bestfriend/s out and agree on one thing and go spend your money on it. I admit i have done this. Cough cough cosmo cough cough. I admit at first i was a little hesitant. To throw away money is not my strong suit. But i spend money on it. and guess what. It was a worth it experience.
3. To be happy is a state of mind. to achieve it you must forgive. Forgive every wrong your friends have done to you and you feel happier. really? well if you still dwell in that sin that friend of yours have done towards you, you will inevitable feel guilty about it. and guilty is one of the roadblock towards happiness. Hey not just your friends you yourself must ask for someone's mercy if you done anything bad and all. don't say that i preach but never do anything bout it. i have forgiven my friends. thousands of times already. till they get to an annoying point where i think that i could not forgive them, but i manage to pull in deep breath and exhale away the feeling. Best. try it sometimes.
4.To be happy is to be with someone you love. Try calling or sms-ing you loved one. call and say you just call to know whether they fine or not, how life and all. it is better after a few call.

I'm not sure whether this writing has values or not. but to be happy is subjective. you can be happy with the thing but not ither person. another man's junk is another man's treasure. or something similar to that. so if reader want to try my way of being happy go ahead. you might give yourself a suprise.

Cheers

stretch.. yargh!!! look at watch.. Damn! it's 4:50 in the morning. Damn. just finished my part of assignment. waiting for my partner to finish his. Earphone in the ear sings to me John Denver's Take me home country road. country road take me home. to a place where i belong. sings to it slowly not to disturb other people. some are asleep some are with their assignment. open my hood someone besides me. anuar. ok. i'm done. take the soft copy and merge everything. the fan slashed the air making sound. breezy and cold. typed everything out already. done. sigh. cold. can't sleep or else won't awake. late already. way past bedtime. way way past bedtime. one big burden shaken off the shoulder. i survived. first thought. i survived through hell. it was wonderful. tiring yet there's a satisfaction on it. moment seized moment stopped moment carved forever. how beautiful can words be to describe that joyous moment. angel's choir faintly appear. and dissappear. i run mentally and physically. i was exhausted yet i pushed. limit is there. the deep dark hole waits to swallow me hole. yet as i push towards the edge there is still ground. i stared. into the wall. hoping it would congratulate me. yet they stared back like i was a fool. the screen laughed at me. laughed at what i'm going through. they tell me if you had done it earlier. i answered back then it is not a challenge. going through hell and lived to tell the tale. i smile. then it fade. remorse fills my veins. wish i had done it sooner. confused. where is my stand right now. i don't want to sit on the fence. someone can push me down. i might fall and bruised myself. amazing. i can still type. type my feeling into words. limited vocabulary yet they can sketch my feeling. i have done it. worry not. you have done it. you've made it through. i am proud of you. but don't do it again. the same stunt won't be entertaining and they won't entertained you. you have pressed that button you have made that choice. it has been written on the stone. i lay back. the chair comforts me in it arm. 4 hours before the deadline. spend my 2 hour writing my 2 cents. i'm a nuisance. don't read this. i'm being impulsive. that tired unconscious mind have been taken over by the half awake side of brain. waiting like a lion. wait. to pounce on it's victim. it jumped and catched the prize of the day. in tranced. feels like flying. yet gravity holds down. like a bird caged. singing it life away. let it go. past is past. you are done. so are you. we both made it. that freezing hell can't stop us. we held hands together and not letting each other go. i'm proud of us. stop. stop. stop rambling about. it's pure nonsense yet it motivating. my hand won't stop typing. i do not think. i just type. the neuron just do their work. pity them. have to overwork. they are a good sport. want to pamper myself. sleep the whole day. sleep until i bleed through my eyes. sleep till my body fully recharged. they deserved a good rest. heart still pounding. pity him. can't rest. slowly work itself in sleep. good morning. good day.