Thoughts

reality is an illusion made by man ,
to comfort themselves that such thing exists not.
or is the illusion reality itself,
they offer comfort for broken hearts.

Look up.

Look up.
The sky won’t always be blue
Rain might be falling on you.
But promise me you’ll look up
Because somewhere up there
There will be a sun
Waiting to shine on you.

look up,
the clouds might be grey,
the wind may not breathe,
but promise me you'll look up
Because after the rain and storm
there will be a rainbow,
Waiting to show its beauty to you.


this poem was written and dedicated by a stranger to me. credits goes to the person.
everyone please look up and be happy. there still another day to fight. to those who are devastated cos their observation day gone awry i dedicate this to you too.. =)

Love At First Sight.

The day their eyes met,
something stirred inside,
this meeting, their smile,
those eyes,
hurt from the burning ray,
yet soothing,
the blood flows from the heart
relaying messages to the brain,
to shut himself from rationality
to let the heart jumps,
rather aggresive never suggestive,
how the longing was gone
like it never existed before,
yet in the end,
the moment the fallen leaves
touched the rain filled drain
it ends.
Love at first sight.

owh kengkawan ku.. it has been a very long time i didn't update my blog.. starting again today.. waiting for comments. =)

Car

Where are we going?
Are we there yet?
Why are we turning left?
It is raining, close the window
How long this quietness going to take?
You look tired, let me drive
I’m sorry for the questions
Should I turn here? Or should I go straight?
This quietness is getting louder
Can you turn on the radio?
You’re hungry?
I’ve packed some sandwiches this morning
Turn left here? Okay
This is a cliff, look at the sun
The horizon is blushing, it is beautiful
We come here together
That’s what matter most

happy new year.. wish everyone a great year ahead..
sorry for not updating..

That Space

That space is vacant,
It used to be filled with furniture,
Your mahogany table of patient
Your bed of love
Your chair of comfort
Your closet of fear
Your satin curtains of grace
Your flowery wallpaper of anxiety
That space used to be full,
Now you gone and left me empty.
I tried furnishing it
I remember mimicking the exact position
Yet empty is still the main colour
I renovated everything
Keeping the memory but changing the decoration
It feels good
Knowing I can move on
Knowing I can love others
Different it may be but
It suffice knowing
That somewhere you were treated
With love and kindness

p.s - Have a good day everyone,
know that holiday is coming to an end,
prepare for the worst.

Poet In The Making..

I wake up in the middle of night,
Tonight it feels cold,
The weather seems to be cruel lately,
The clouds parade by trying to comprehend my midnight anecdote,
I tell my story with my eyes
The poignant fable attracts the moth
They seem to understand the loneliness
Cause they attracted to things they should not be too
They know it is hurtful
Yet still they fly to the flame
You’re my flame and I am the moth
I want but I can’t have you
The air feels heavy tonight
I can feel them caressing me
Comforting me, trying to lull me into the night
I breathe them in,
And the stirred emotion came to a halt
The sun peeks in the night giving its light
Telling the moon hope is always there
And one day they will meet again
Wish I could be the sun,
Filled with zealous faith
Waiting in joyful hope
Of the coming of someone special,
Who awaits me in the dark like the moon,
And she will light up my night
So I don’t get lonely anymore

... been taking up poetry lately to pass of my days ...

would like people to give title on it please..

and tell me what u feel..

p.s - happy ramadhan to all muslim and those who aren't happy holiday. Sungkei pwas2 kat bazaar.. huhuhuhuh

aku marah giler ni!!!

Have you guys done things that you guys put so much work on n people spoil it?

u must have.. xkan x pernah nye la..
This week I am ticked off by almost everything in sight.
1. cadar tilam ku yg ku jemur disiram org atas. Nak kna bunuh org tuh. tak pasal2 ak kna basuh blik kan. Da le buat bnde tkutuk tu lari trus tak nak ngaku. Imagine this, tgh2 rilek kat blik rehat tetiba dgr air tersiram dari atas. Bunyi bkan main kuat lag. Cheist!! rupe2 nye ak nye cadar tilam kena siram. WattaFak!!!
2. Ak tak tau la nak marah ke tak kan benda ni. Bus ak TUNGGU dari kul 8 pag x sampai2. Punyala bengang ak. Pakai teksi, Abang, sikalang a, mo peg itu kl sentral pun sudah rm20. ni lagi la jusco. 15 la bang. sya kasi murah. Swine flu btol la. It's like obvious m always going to where i always go and that taxi guy charging some nonsense prizes. Hello ever heard of METER? kami pun nak idup gak.

Oi oi oi!!! minggu ni minggu brape? 4 ke 5? x pasal2 ak kene marah kang x prepare tok public speaking..